Have U ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes U so vulnerable. It opens yr chest and it opens up yr heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess U up. U build up all these defenses, U build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt U, then one STUPID PERSON, no different from any other STUPID PERSON, wanders into yr life...U give them a piece of U. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't yr own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside U. It eats U out and leaves U crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ' MAYBE I'M JUZ NOT READY & SURE ABT US' turns into a glass splinter working its way into yr heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate LOVE.


LOVER BOY ...STAY AWAY!!!